Fears

Until I have my ultrasound, I’m going to worry.  We want this so badly and our families are so excited.  However, until October 1st when  I actually can SEE that there’s a baby and a heartbeat, I’m going to be worrying about it.

I’ve taken so many tests and have had my hcg levels checked thrice... still waiting on the results from the third test... but I’m definitely struggling with letting myself relax about it...